no! I can't do this.
I have to
No!
YES!
please!
no!
I can't decide...
Wait you just have to pick the knife
okay calm down just the knife
now
just let ur hands go lose. *aaaaA*
what did I did?
nothing. all pains will go away if no one sees before dawn.
goodbye

Humans

Whenever I wake up in the morning there is only one thought in my mind. What will happen the whole day?
this thing keeps on coming and me always before going to sleep pray that the next day passes well.
This never works out. not that the days are not good but, I am not satisfied with he nature of the calm days. Why do I have to live?  I ask myself. But the moment there is a danger of life I pray that everything will be okay.
Humans are so weird. Really they are.

This story was written by a girl who wanted to be anonymous.
here's how it goes-

12/3/14
I wait for the guy every time he is lazy and is picking up his things lying around everywhere. I hope one day he will read this story and realize how much I love him. I just hope. But sometimes I really believe that he loves me too. the way he looks at me and the way he smiles and he makes me smile too. He is, of course, a very lazy but cute guy and very intelligent and these all make him unfit for me but somehow, it's always that u crush someone whom you are not suppose to. right?
He is busy all day and the stupidest thing I did was to start teasing him on another girl's name! which made him closer to her. It burns me but he don't care. he never did.
16/3/14
 I was called in the middle of the night by him. He was crying. Even when he did not say a word I started crying too. It was automatic I cannot hear him cry. He told me that he was going next day to Delhi. He did not tell anyone about it but me. I don't know why he went away or why he only told me but I am sure gonna miss him. I am crying.
18/3/14
He just called he told me that he would meet me in school in break. He did not came to school but he was not transferred so till yesterday I had some hope that he was not gong but it is true. He is going.
I think I will tell him that I love him.
19/3/14
after I wrote the dairy, I fell from the stairs and broke my leg. It's fractured. I did not went to school. Why is it all happening?
A call came so I paused writing. It was his call asking me how I am. Before I could ask where he is, He told me that he is coming to see me. I am so happy. At least I can see him for the last time.

He just went. You won't expect what happened now! He told me that he loves me!!!! I cannot stop thinking about it. It was that emotional moment when it happened. we both cried. I asked my parents to leave us alone and that's when the whole thing happened. He hugged me and said that he loves me! But he had to go so yeah he is gone.
20/3/14
No its not that he is back. This time he is acctually gone. He is in his train right now. I am in a real life not a fairytale that he would return but I am sure We both won't leave each other's side. When he would reach Delhi, he promised to give his new number till then no talking to him.

THE END

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I was sitting and writing stories for my blog when my imaginary friend appeared from nowhere and startled me. She never came with me calling her. I asked her why was she here. She told me that she needed me to go outside to see something. as I went outside to the veranda with my coffee mug I realized it was already dawn and that the sun was rising slowly. Our house was a bit taller than others so I could clearly see the sun come up from behind the building far away. the sky was turning red and the farther end blue was turning purple. after a long watch when finally the sky turned yellow I expected to see the sun but strangely the sun was nowhere to be seen.I don't know what happened next but suddenly a dark cloud stretched everywhere. The whole red lights got hidden and it started raining. I turned toward my friend but she was not there. I felt cold. Was it snowing? yes certainly is. Suddenly it struck me. I live in a place where it does not snow and I don't have a verandah.
I woke up..I a still struggling to complete my dream. oh yes! I don't have an imaginary friend.